It's been over a month since i stopped working and I'm loving every minute of not having to wake up early in the morning, drive for hours and endure the often heavy traffic, think about so many stuff at work, and so much more.
I'm enjoying each moment that i get enough sleep, cook food for my husband, fix our house, shop without thinking about time, and doing the two most recent stuff that are taking so much of my time - Scrapbooking and Blogging. I'm like glued already to my computer. I sometimes even forget to eat (good thing not to breathe). This is what I have always wanted in life and I just wish this can go on forever. I love not having to run against time, to be conscious of everybody around me, to think about fulfilling people's expections of me. I just love this. This moment. Now. I am savoring each moment that I get to converse with life and with people i love. I truly enjoy going 'deep' again in appreciating life, the arts, music, poetry. I love this. I love this life.
I realized just now, that Scrapbooking and Blogging are similar in the fact that both document my life and leave a trace of all my memories. Could it be, then, that subconciously, I am aware that my time is about to end soon? Or that I'm about to have alzeimer disease soon? Ha-ha-ha...I hope that's not the case... I still have lots to do, lots to learn, and lots of wants...
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