Haitus

Several years back I was then, what most people would always categorize as a workaholic and career-driven woman. Everybody thought that it would be hard for me to find someone to marry... I was just too bossy, too strong, and/or too smart. That was the impression everyone around me were getting. But that wasn't what I was silently shouting out to the world. I was just deep down inside a simple girl with simple dreams. My thought was and is until now, `no amount of success would ever equal to having a loving family of my own'.

Right now, I have a taken a haitus from work. This is my second one in 7 years. This haitus would last for a maximum of 1 year and minimum of 6 months most probably. I call this, recharging of myself. I believe our body are much like machines. If you overuse it, it will die out early. If you maintain it, it will last longer. The same with our brains. If we memorize a lot, it will run out of memory space. I know this idea may sound silly to most people. But, heck, that's what I believe in. I need to recharge. I long for one. I deserve one. I'm being as laid-back as possible or as lazy as I can be and I'm enjoying it. But then, i know it's not fair to everyone I love to be in haitus forever and that everything has to come to an end and so after this haitus, when i am finally charged up once again, i'll work again - driven, stronger and smarter than before.